我？

他-有成就-是位奖学金学生
而我-什么成绩上的成就都没有
他-有才华-拥有硕士钢琴学位
而我-什么才艺都没有
他-有赚钱能力-是位钢琴老师 可以送她喜欢的东西
而我-知会向爸爸拿钱
他-有车-可以带他去那里都可以 最重要是不需要她天天塔车这么辛苦和危险
而我-车？妄想
他-有样子
而我-多么平凡

他可以满足她所需的
而我总让她失望
他可以给她要的承诺
而我没有勇气
跟他可以光明正大的
和我总要闪闪缩缩

所以放开她是最好不过的决定了...和我在一起只会让她更辛苦...对不起！

男人ktv

i like this song especially the lyrics part.. there are two version
Originally is sing by 胡彥斌 and the second is in Cantonese version which sing by Justin..
Btw, the MV also quite touching.. so just enjoy.. hope u like it!



前奏才刚刚响起
就有人哭红了眼睛
唱着他们的订情曲
对不起 提了你的伤心过去

一堆男人下了班不回去
十几个人关在KTV
唱着青春随风远去的回忆
说这年头还有什么让我们动心

男人歌 唱给谁来听
下一首 有没有你心情
我和你吻别 在无人的街
张学友唱出我的情结
男人歌 唱给谁来听
下一首 有没有你心情
你的背包 让我走的好缓慢
陈弈迅那首歌 是唱的他自己
男人歌
原来唱的都是不敢说的心情



每次當苦惱失意
漆黑的K房裡 圍住
喉嚨呼出 每個生字
這歌詞 原來碰倒他痛苦處
要吐苦水也許我不願意
瀟灑分手裝作太輕易
然而啤酒 仍苦得相當諷刺
讓我關門 利用咪高峰哭喊幾次

沒有歌 怎敢說心事
受了傷 始終怕別人知
我和你吻別 在無人的街
張學友唱出我的情節
沒有歌 怎敢說心事
受了傷 點首更絕情詩
你的背包 讓我走的好緩慢
陳奕迅那首歌 是唱得他自己
沒有歌 做人
只懂苦唱怎去遮風避雨

赏星

凌晨三点钟，吃完夜宵后，一个人独自走在回家的路途上，仰望着偏布满天星的夜空，忽然间，有一种很其怪地感觉，心里想：这是到底是寂寞的感觉还是自在的感觉呢？

I'm Not Worthy

Im a fans of JAY CHOU.. this is a song from his new album 《我很忙》. The song i would like to share here is 《我不配》/ I'm not worthy. Below is the lyrics.. enjoy the MV



这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气 在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲 走不回故事里

这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我 在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏 你跟自己下棋

还来不及 仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望 很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对我最后 才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节 你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配

Lessons in Life

Lessons in Life

By Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement start ing with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in lif e, don 't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42 . Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come.

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don't ask, you don't get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Men are Hard to Please

received an email from a friend bout men n i think its quite true.. so do u agree with me?

*click on the image to enlarge

lost..

its been a long time din publish a post here..
today my mood is damn bad.. i was so stress recently.. a lot of things came in this few weeks time..

Dissertation Vs Encore
as a typical SOT final year student, we need to do a project dissertation. so bcos of this i have spent a lot of time doin it even during holiday. Almost everyday from that til now ther is no excuse for me to avoid from doin tat cos the title im doin is damn difficult. it's really burden me. its was like a nightmare that catch u everyday.. wat is more terrible is that i m a finalist for ENCORE competition. it is group singing competition. Starting i jus tot of participating for fun n support the event cos its organized by Choir Society as i was the chairman before. wat a surprise while i noe tat me n my partner, michelle managed to get into the final on 1/12/07.. by right, i shud b happy with it since i like singing so much, but dunno why, i dun feel like very happy oso.. probably bcos i m now lack of time to do my dissertation rather where can i find extra time still? suddenly i was like.. sigh.. very contradictive situation.. wat m i gonna do? anyway im happy with my team members. my group name is RHYTHMUS!!

above.. jeremy n t.k.
below.. michelle n meng hooi

yes!! its same wit my blog title.. lol.. today is my group performance day at foyer for P&P purposes. something bout the performance, the PA system was suck, tat its hardly to hear our voice.. we sang two songs which are reflection by christina aguilera n 'three wishes' by FIR. the situation during performance even worst for the second song cos 1 mic had down n me and michelle forced to share a mic... So wat m i gonna do now? i have delay my dissertation for almost 2 months.. feel so sorry to my supervisor Ms KHOO.. wanted to say very very sorry.. i make u so disappointed on me..

VIOS
since my mum went for vacation to china with my aunts, so i decided to bring her car to my kl hostel.. of cos im sharing the car wit my bro la.. another nightmare came to me.. on the early morning 4am on Sunday (11/11/07), my bro called me up from slip n told me that he knock down a motorcycle.. wat was even worst is he get beat up by a group of malays with motorcycles bout more than 10 of them. den he n his roommate were at the hospital now.. without further delay, i quickly took my phone and keep calling my fren ah ming to fetch me to HKL to figure out. when i reached the main entrance of HKL, there is a group of malays gathered in front of the entrance. later i was told that these are the Malays beat my bro and they were waiting outside to beat them again.. do u notice that there are no law for malays even in the hospital.. wher r the 'mata'?? wat to do.. they are Malays.. as a result, those malays actually stole 2 handphones from my bro n his fren.. so wat is the intention they doin this? rob?? the question here is r the victim n the group of malays frens?? we din even noe they are frens onot cos they all have 'pakat' dy.. how to check?? the most funny thing was when report to the traffic police station, the officer inside was like forcing my bro to admit he was wrong.. u c.. how malays help malays.. shit.. r rules exist in MALAYSIA? is the malays ruling the country or the Malaysian?? anyway.. i hope everythin will be fine..

Ex
today after my performance, Mr Alan came n told me that he saw my ex walking along with a guy very closely.. n asking me y ur ex change the 'screen' so fast wan? starting i din really believe cos she always act like tat wit guys.. den dunno y i feel like very weird n naturally go n confirm on that by my ways.. n finally the answer i get.. YES!! she has a boy friend already.. n i found that that guy is actually very good in terms of playing instruments n is a scholarship students summore.. tis makes me feel tat it was a right decision to let her go bcos im not good enough.. dating with me onli makes her suffer n im suffer also.. its just.. dunno.. mayb im not happy bcos she hav bf faster than me?? that's childish thought i noe.. at the same time im also askin myself how come not even 3 months time she can change so fast?? in fact, is this not i wish to? is our relationship exist before??

tis is the very first n onli pic that i put in web-based

bcos our relationship tat time was like very secret n not so keen to let others noe about our relationship especially on her side.. n today i saw her putting her n her new bf pic on the msn display pic.. she din even put ours before.. after all, suppose i have to feel happy about that rite? hope she live in happiness.. "zhu fu ta"..

injection day

Yesterday i went to Clinic Mediviron to collect my medical report with my mum as last tuesday my blood n urine were sampled for analysis in lab. So the Doctor Lee had consulted me on my report saying that overall the result is satisfied. but still there are 3 problems.
1. LDL-cholesterol is higher than recommended level
2. Anti Hepatitis B not enough
3. Anti Hepatitis A none at all

So end up, i was advised for booster dose.. yes INJECTION.. not 1 dose but 2 doses for hepatitis A & B respectively. Then i was suggested to inject on the spot for either one dose later only for 2nd. However i din't cause of insufficient cash in hand so decided to inject on coming thursday. As usual i have my dinner, guess what, my mum called me to go for the injection.. i was like 'oh, ok lo'.. den i walked to the clinic n look for the doctor with money given by my dad. After registering my name n waited for my turn finally its time for injection. 1st dose-hepatitis B was injected on my left arm and 2nd dose-hepatitis A for my right arm. Pain? erm.. not really.. not as expected.. As a result


Additionally, i have watched the whole 26 mins fireworks display for the celebration of China National Day - 1st of Oct in Hong Kong through tvb8 channel.. one word to describe the show.. 'MARVELOUS'.. i have never watch such a astounding fireworks before.. it consists of 12 chapters and every chapter it has its own meaning n it's carried out with the different kind of fireworks and coordination.

project dissertation

Away from my last semester for adv. diploma, stil left 5 days to go n i wil b goin back my hostel on the day before college starts. Suppose right after my exam last semester, i should submit my dissertation the complete chapter 2 to my supervisor- Ms. Khoo on the 21st of sep if not mistaken as promised to her.. but then i went home after my last paper-17th sep on evening time cos of some reason. By right that time i still keep my promise that on 21st i will purposely travel to my college n submit my work. What actually happened is until now i still haven finish doing my work. For no reason i have to start doin my task today as class going to start very soon. Be honest, i feel quite guilty to my supervisor. The even worst is i din even inform her about my late submission. sigh.. therefore what i can do now is to perform a 'quality' work to her hoping that she will satisfied with it. If not ~unexpected event~. Apart from doin my dissertation today, i planned to meet some old friends clementine n emilyn.. so i text to them.. what came out from them were 'i m bz wit my comin exam'.. plan dashed to pieces.. so sad!? Just to share my dissertation title 'Adaptation of Sun Tzu's Approaches In Contracting Organization'

my first blog

Finally, i have created my very own blog.. http://jeremyrhythm.blogspot.com/ In fact i wanted to start blogging for a time but dunno y i just din't.. Maybe i have difficulty in expressing my thought in words, or even dunno what to post.. sumtimes i just impressed by friends blog after reading wondering how come they can spend their times to share all their stuff in their blog, especially those with long stories n fluent writing.. Anyway, i wish someday my blog will b full of sharp notes when i go through it in future..